i think im gay
there was this guy last night
and i didnt feel anything
if im gay
is it just familiairity and fondess i feel for adam? he's my best friend.
maybe im turning my love for him into something romantic. when its not.
oh god. this is all such a mess.
i dont know what i want
who i am.
i need someone to talk to.
but everyones disappeared into their own lives.
it seems that lending an ear to their problems sometimes means they forget to listen in return.
im a balloon filled with other peoples lives. and theres no room for my own.

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